It’s time. Some of you reading this already know that I have decided to step away from my online activities and focus more on real life over the Femdom fantasy world that has become an addiction, and consumed so much of my time. I always said that if the line between fantasy and reality ever blurred, it was time to step away. Somewhere along the way, that line became a distant object in the rear view mirror! I hold no one but myself responsible…I’m a big boy, and I don’t regret the experiences I’ve had. But, as I said, it’s time to refocus my priorities. So with this final post, for those intrigued enough to read it, I will recount my history in the Femdom scene, how it started, the highlights, and give thanks to a great many people who made my time on my knees so very special. The view from below truly has been awesome, but like all good things, it must come to an end.
I’ve always been fascinated with beautiful women taking control, but my earliest experience in serving a Female Domme was when I became immersed in the world of cockcontrol.com through phonecalls and forum interactions with the incredible PhoneDommes there. My name, slaveboysmith, actually was bestowed upon me by the lovely Princess Grace who I served in a variety of ways. Mistress Trish was another of my absolute favourites, and I remember both fondly. I don’t know what has become of Princess Grace, and regrettably, Mistress Trish passed away several years ago.
It was during my time at cockcontrol.com that I began writing and, some would say, I discovered that I had some ability in writing erotica. It began with writing audio scripts (somewhere around 100+ scripts) for some of the PhoneDommes, and eventually, at the urging of Princess Grace, became my first blog (theslaveworldofmrsmith.blogspot.ca) where I began exploring my fetishes and fantasies in writing, as well as serving to promote Femdoms for the 1st time.
This was to become something I truly enjoyed and explains what you know of what I’ve done with this blog and DommeAddiction.com, as well as through Twitter.
As my online experiences with female domination increased, so did my curiosity about experiencing it realtime. This led me to several sessions with two of the most amazing Dommes I could have ever served, two local Dommes who are no longer in the business, so to speak, Mistress Eva and Mistress Savannah. The things they did to me opened worlds I never knew existed!! My time spent in their luxurious dungeon was the greatest in person experience of my time as a slave.
Those that have followed my Twitter and if you read my earlier blog already know that one of my fetishes is a beautiful shemale, or transsexual. My next realtime session was with an extraordinary TS Domme named Mistress Solaya where I learned that strap-ons aren’t quite like the real thing My two encounters with her were extraordinary and I’ll never forget them.
My last realtime experience was having the privilege of being a film slave for the beautiful and sexy Mistress T as her forced bi cocksucker. Again, new experiences and new feelings. For those intrigued, the clip I was filmed in is called Turning You Into a Cocksucker and yes, that’s me wearing the mask!
My discovery of the world of online clips and financial domination happened quite by accident. I came across a link to Kinkbomb.com and before long I was transfixed by this unbelievably beautiful brunette with legs and an ass to die for! I speak, of course, of the one and only Goddess Bratty Bunny, and I purchased two of her clips right there on the spot. After making contact with her over Twitter, a couple of more clip purchases and many messages from my knees, I was granted the privilege of serving her as I wrote slave tasks, clip descriptions and hunted down pirated links. It was to be my first time as a collared/owned slave and it was an incredible experience. Thank you Goddess for training me when I’m sure I was very raw and inexperienced as a slave. I know I made mistakes and that I wasn’t always the best slaveboy, but know that my time serving you was special to me.
Through my growing encounters on Twitter, I came to know the beautiful and talented Princess Rene. I began serving her in several of the same ways I had been, and wrote a blog, which no longer exists, unfortunately. I purchased some of her clips and began writing reviews for my latest blog, right here, at kneelbeforeyourgoddess.com In fact, Princess Rene was my first ever feature interview, and though we parted ways eventually, my time serving her was an amazing experience that made me a better slave.
During my time as an uncollared, unowned slave, I greatly enjoyed promoting dominant beautiful women in general and had the chance to interact with some of the hottest and most interesting women ever. I never envisioned myself being owned again. I’m not afraid to admit that my head turns rather easily and there are so many beautiful Dommes I enjoy serving (okay I can be a bit of slutty slave, I can admit that!). Of course, I hadn’t counted on the impact gorgeous Princess Nikki and Goddess Jessica would have on me! I always maintained that I didn’t want to be owned again, but that if I ever did, it would no doubt be one of these two extraordinary women that would ultimately break me down. Princess Nikki is one of the sexiest women I have ever known, and with a single DM, pic or tweet, could easily send my head spinning. She is the Princess of bikinis and seems to be getting hotter every day. My time spent serving her has been such a treat and something I will cherish. Thank you Princess for allowing me a 2nd chance to serve you when I likely didn’t deserve it. You shaped me up in a hurry and made me a much more obedient servant. You are remarkable in every way beautiful Princess!
Those that have followed The Scene at DommeAddiction, have no doubt kept track of my descent into absolute addiction at the hands of the one and only Goddess Jessica. From the moment I first saw her, I craved desperately to please and serve her. It took some time for me to earn the privilege, but slowly it became clearer that I was to become her property. As I’ve said to her on many occasions, there is no one like her. No one else is capable of getting inside my head, and knowing my fetishes and kinks better than I know them myself, as she can. The boundaries I’ve surpassed to please and serve her are too many to list. With no disrespect whatsoever to any other Domme mentioned here, or otherwise, I feel I will end my Femdom service at the feet of the absolute Top Domme I could ever dream of. Goddess Jessica is everything I could ever have imagined as a slave, and truly worthy of anything she desires. I will miss you My Queen, but know that it’s for the best that I step away before my addiction runs even more out of control than it already has! To say you’ve left an indelible mark on my life and won’t be forgotten would be a gross understatement not worthy of your place in my life as a slave.
There are so many others that I’ve interacted with over the years, and without a doubt, I will forget to mention some here. That said, there are a few others I want to mention for the special part they played in making my time as a slave so memorable. In no particular order:
- Lady Fyre & Mr. Fyre – to the ultimate Alpha couple, thank you for testing my boundaries with your remarkable forced bi and cuckold clips. You tempted me to expose a side of myself that I didn’t want to admit existed but now have learned to embrace. You two are truly exceptional!
- Mistress Mandy Flores – you might not realize it from the abuse she doles out to her slaves, but she is one of the most genuinely nice people I have met in this business. Always appreciative of any service I provided her, and supportive of my efforts, you were always one of my favourites, Mistress.
- Goddess Sasha Mizaree and Mistress Meana Wolf – my two favourite Vancouver Femdoms, you both are gorgeous, sexy and were so much fun to interact with. Visiting your dungeon and getting to meet you was a highlight, Goddess, and Mistress, it’s too bad we never were able to meet up. Perhaps one day…
To all of the Dommes I had the privilege of interviewing over the years, thank you so much for your time. Thank you for producing so many incredibly erotic clips I thoroughly enjoyed reviewing. Thank you to IWC for supporting my blog and placing my banner on their site, and for always being there when I had any tech questions (Brad you saved me so many times!). Thank you to DA for contacting me and asking me to contribute. It was so flattering to have what I do valued, and I hope that the site continues to grow and become a destination for Dommes and slaves to interact.
For any that I haven’t mentioned specifically, please know that I have thoroughly enjoyed my time as a slave, a servant, and a promoter of beautiful Femdom Goddesses. Take care, play nice, and to my fellow slaves I leave behind, five pieces of advice I’ve taken from my time interacting with as many wonderful Dommes as I have:
- Don’t play games – If you don’t have money to spend, and can’t be of value to Her, don’t waste a Domme’s time.
- Pay for your porn – These Dommes work harder than you could ever imagine. This is their business, their livelihood. Don’t steal their content. Pay and show them you value what they do!
- Respect your Superiors and spoil them every chance you get – You are privileged to exist in a world of exceptional beauty and you owe it to the very women who allow you entrance to their world to show them you appreciate the chance. Spend to show you value the opportunity to worship them.
- ALWAYS rate your clips – If you buy a Domme’s clips, take the two seconds it takes to rate them 5 stars to let them know you love their content, and so others know how great it is too.
- Do your research – Every Domme is different, and by reading their tweets, their website introductions, blogs etc., you can get an understanding of what their expectations are. Trust me as one who’s learned by my mistakes, approaching each Domme exactly the same way isn’t a good idea. I know they’re gorgeous, and I know we get excited about jumping straight in, but take the time to know what Her expectations are of your initial contact and conduct.
That’s all I have…thank you again for a wonderful ride. After this post goes live, and I tweet it out, you will see me around wrapping up a few loose ends until the end of February, but when my Twitter disappears, you’ll know I’m gone as well.
From my knees,